the things that come to me, when i forget to forget.

1. I remember our first date. din tai fung, esplanade concourse with a string quartet, sneaking into the floating platform

2. I remember our second date, west coast park, the spider web, and staring at the stars

3. I remember our third date, vivo city, navigation exercise stories and fun in the water

4. I remember the phone call

5. I remember the library

6. I remember the botanic gardens

7. I remember the blue box, by the beach, you saying i love you

8. I remember you used to call me a flowerchild

9. I remember all the times you bought me lunch

10, I remember falling asleep on your sofa, with my head on your lap

11. I remember the way you stroked my hair

12. I remember loving you to the moon and back

13. I remember us holding each other and crying

14. I remember the road trip, the letters we wrote in the sand

15. I remember the breathlessness of missing you

16. and the joy of seeing you again

17. I remember our bickering, and our suaning, and our laughing together

18. I remember us walking hand in hand

This explains everything you were to me.
Bringing this to a close was a difficult decision for me, for a long time you were everything I wanted, and a part of me needs you still.