Sunday, March 29, 2020

i am afraid. I feel it in the pit of my stomach, and the way my heart sinks to my gut. I don't know if every relationship ends in indifference or constant fighting until the hurt gets so bad that the love dies. I don't want to believe that it does.

I don't know if it's all in my head.

I am grateful that you make time to spend with me, and that you are generous when we do go out. at the same time, things feel perfunctory, and I feel like I'm the one constantly reaching for you. and I'm tired.

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